Cooper

Very shaped by our mother's abuse of her Cooper still carries many of those thoughts as her own. Her belief that her body is filled with some vile evilness keeps her separate from most people. She either fears they will try to harm her because of this, or simply that she will taint them, spreading that evilness. When around people she prefers to have some barrier between them and her, will often stand halfway behind a door or chair, in the hope that it will keep people from becoming aware of what is inside her, or at the very least protect her or them from coming into contact with that. All this makes her a very quiet girl who is very lonely and sad.

She does however enjoy reading, literally devouring all the books we bring home from the library. She will read the younger kids ones but prefers books directed at teenager/young adult. She loves stories that are based in fact, not actual biographies, although she does read them, but more books set in real experiences and times. But she will read anything. Books are the one thing she believes can't be tainted by her, and so enjoys brand new books that no one has read before, the crisp clean pages seem to bring her joy and comfort.

Cooper's main abusive experience revolves around the time our mother decided to try to sterilise us one night in the bathtub. She took a pot scrub to our vagina and violent tried to remove any chance we would ever conceive. During this time our mother told Cooper this was to prevent anything being spawn from our body because since she was so vile and disgusting only something purely evil, little more than rotting flesh could come from her body. As said earlier Cooper took this on board and would often in times to come listen to our mother repeating these kinds of statements.

Physical Appearance

Cooper is 10 years old, with still a good amount of "puppy fat" on her body. She has long slightly lanky light brown hair and very big brown eyes. She loves to wear dresses usually in browns and reds (not something that she has much opportunity to do when in this body). When she cries her tears are black and oily. And at times when the memories from her past are still strong she walks as if in great pain.

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